December 2011
Not being by your side and not knowing if your okay is so hard.
I feel so bad for enjoying myself while I’m away when my best friend is in hospital back home miserable and going threw so much and I can’t be there to support her. I now have the opportunity to stay here even longer and i just don’t know what to do, if anything happened to her i would never forgive myself. Every fucking day i ask why is this happening and i will never get an...
I can’t do this
Chest infection/ear infection/17382 sand fly...
not leaving bed again
